Such a person....

I feel as though myself is not good enough.I am infatuated by a man that does not seem to exist other than through the heavy pages of a book and the images of a movie.I feel like i want to show who i am, to not only write my passion and deep feelings for things, but to show those feelings in my personality. The sexiness of someone who shows that type of feeling is both luring and irresistible. If i were ever to come across such a person, they would become my biggest weakness. I would not be able to keep myself from their presence. And as our time together would grow, i would find myself needing more and more strength to stay away from this person. And in the end they would have my whole heart. Maybe it is a good thing that i have not met a person like this yet. But the more i read and watch him speak and move, the more drawn i become to him. To be completely ready and have no access.